I’ve been really into watching series at the moment

Dear Diary,

I’ve been really into watching series at the moment, I have two series on the go at a time and try and watch one episode of each per day.
I think the whole world is going to start moving into series now, i feel like someday movies will feel outdated, because of the internet and how entertainment is so easily
accessible at home, it’s like.. when you really love something you just want it to be so much more than a couple of hours. You want to get completely a b s o r b e d..
I want to fall asleep afterwards knowing that there is another episode, imagining that I’m apart of the world that I’m watching, excited to wake up the next day and watch the
new one. It’s like with anime right, anime series are way more popular than movies, and I just think it’ll be that way for movies in the future too ^-^
So, please please please with a big cherry on top. Recommend me your favourite series and why so I can consider *sniffles nose* watching it 🙂


I think this is the third lockdown

Dear Diary,

LOCKDOWN, I think this is the third lockdown that’s happened in the UK and it’s driving me cwazaayyy. Literally n o t h i n g is open and everywhere is quiet and you’re only allowed out for essentials or for excersise once a day 😞
But, I have put my war paint on and have been fighting against the mega sad feelies of this endless nightmare. I’ve tried to spend time rekindling my indoor hobbies and passions, I even started reading this super cool book.
It’s set in Japan about a boy who’s running away from home for an unknown reason and a story of a man who can talk to cats, and how their destiny intertwines. Some of you will probably know it, it’s written by a famous author ;o
Anyway, It’s got a really nice “lost in translation” vibe to it, about exploring youth, and this weird, mystical adventure they’re both going on. Sometimes you forget how much picking up a book and reading can take
you away for hours on end, it’s like a snapshot into a life that you’ve lived or something ^-^

I’d love to hear about your favourite book, and if it did anything for you? It’s like music, sometimes you can just read, or listen or watch something that can totally change the direction of your life. I was having this thought
yesterday about how everyone has so much entertainment and things to do at home, but we all get bored so easily sometimes, like there is nothing to do.. I think sometimes it’s really healthy to put everything down and stop running from one thing to the next,
I do it all the time and it takes a long time for my brain to calm down, and sometimes in those moments is when I feel creative and relaxed, sometimes I’ll just not take my phone out with me when I’m driving, or I’ll sit in the living room
and not watch TV while I’m making something. It feels like fresh air for my mind sometimes 🙂 maybe you should try it! I also had this thought where I was like “what the frick did people do in like 1800”, can you imagine
during covid being without internet or netflix, or even without books or something to draw with. it’sa crazy. Maybe time to them felt twice as long as it does for us, we’re constantly absorbing, watching or entertained or busy with things.

Anyway, this was a totally random little diary entry for you. I know a lot of you have been waiting for some tasty content and don’t worry, I am preparing a feast for you ❤
Lots of Love,
Your Belle,

sweet dreams tonight :’)

I have a true story

So I have a true story, of something that I did when I was 18, I haven’t told anyone online about this. I went to a kinda, “sex” swingers place/thing, I’m going to keep it vague, because I enjoyed it a lot, and really want to go back.

So, I’m pretty sure I have your attention now, so I think I’m just going to tell you what happened from my perspective ^-^
I remember when I was travelling, I was googling all kinds of places we could visit, from historical castles and ruins to fun activities and I remember seeing this swingers place, and I was kinda.. intrigued? Idk, I was expecting something kinda funny to watch or at least entertaining.. I was curious. So I remember we went and we got a room on this kinda complex/town and I think what I was expecting was really an understatement to the reality.

I remember the first night we went out at night, there are like various bars etc. So we went and had a drink at a bar, the whole place was like this big semi-circle with loads of apartments, and at night in the centre it was lit up with bright lights and various bars and restaurants, and a lot of sex shops loll. You also have to wear “sexy” clothes outside at night (this sounds crazy, but it’s true lmao), so I wore a tight black, see-through skirt, black frilly panties, stockings and these red half-heels with a collar (and lead) oh – and a black bra. It sounds like it took courage to do it, but everybody dressed like that, so it felt weirdly natural, and it was super warm outside. We were sat at the bar just.. I mean watching.. there was so much good people watching to do, and then this couple our age approached us and asked us we were new, and whether we’d like to “have fun”. I was kinda nervous and explained how I just wanted to watch, but they seemed really nice so they invited us back to their apartment “just for drinks”.

So we said okay.. We walked back to their apartment (it was on the same semi-circle that ours was), and I remember walking past this one room where I could just see this girl getting fucked on this swing right by the open door, I think this was the first I saw of the stuff that was about to come haha, idk.. my heart was racing a bit though. It was so exciting. We got to their apartment and chatted for a while. They offered the play games like ‘truth or dare’ and ‘would you rather’ all whilst his girlfriend was touching my leg.. which was, strange because I’ve never been approached in this way but.. I didn’t not like it? I knew the games were to get us to do stuff together, but I did end up getting off with her on the balcony, kissing and tongues etc.. but what we really learnt from the conversation was; which was the craziest nightclub to go to, to really see some “action”. So they told us but kinda warned us that if we’re new we wouldn’t like it. I was fucking down. That sounded amazing and so much fun.

I came up to the nightclub door, and I remember they said that the first floor was for couples, and downstairs was for single people. So, being lead upstairs I remember going into the room. My newbie, cute, slutty mind was blown, there was people having sex everywhere, threesomes, orgies.. I was kinda shy, and I was so exposed in my tiny little skirt, so I headed to the bar and got a drink and sat down. It was a bit of a shock, and a rush of excitement. I remember starring at all these naked cocks, and women being fucked and used and I just, kinda fell into a spell after a while. It was.. exhilarating? it was about 20 minutes of watching people, but it could have been about an hour. I was so allured. I remember seeing this one girl taking two from behind at once and was just, I’ve just never seen something like this in person before, it’s like “porn”, and then kinda porn I enjoy just being played out in front of my eyes.

So I went downstairs, to see how crazy that was.. It was mainly a room of people dancing and getting off but there was this room at the back. I made my way to the room but this room was very different, instead of it being an area where couples are having sex and orgies. It was a bed where people were fucking in front of people, like a podium or something :> There was a girl on the bed getting fucked to oblivion by this huge cock and I was just so curious about everything, I went past a few beds and there was this wall with holes and I just saw guys lining up, and through the see-through upper part of the wall I could see this girl just.. really going for it, she was using her mouth, her pussy and everything. I felt so flustered and just in awe, I kinda wished I was her ahaha, it was honestly a bit of a shock but it was slowly becoming this strange “normal” kinky reality.

Okay. So at this point, already like 5/6 people had directly approached me to ask me to fuck or participate, and at this point.. I really needed a drink. So I went back upstairs and sat down, there was such an excitement in there air. I just wanted something, I wanted to be fulfilled. I couldn’t bare not touching something, or having something too. So I started getting off with my bf, I just wanted to kiss and feel hands on my legs and ass. I was, absolutely, drenched. My pants were so wet I didn’t even know what was coming over me, I couldn’t stop thinking about being fucked, being used. Before I even knew any time I had passed, I was already pulling off my pants. Not giving a care in the world to the fact that people were watching me. I just needed to be filled too, I needed cock.

It could have been 5 seconds since I started kissing him, or 1 hour, but I was sat there, my pants around my ankles, straddling him with a hard cock in me. I saw people watching my pussy, watching my hips grind but it only made me want more. I was nothing but a slave at this point, a slave on a lead that only wanted one thing. I’ve never been horny like this, it felt like I was in a different dimension. I wanted people to like me, to fantasise that it was them. I was so wet I specifically remember the slapping sound and sensation as I pulled up and pushed my ass down. At this point I was basically in a frenzy. I just wanted more and more. Every time a guy would ask to join or look at me from behind while I was riding cock it would make me even wetter. It was like a kink, the fantasies running through my mind we’re going wild. After a while I needed to go before I did something really, really naughty. So I slid up my soaking wet pants and was lead out of the club by the lead, totally sex-obsessed. Maybe this is where it started with me enjoying you getting off to me? Either way, I honestly think about it all the time to get off, and use it and imagine things like that when I’m fucking or getting myself off. Hehe.

A very naughty Belle from the past ❤

*picks up microphone*uhmmm ohh.. HELLO?!

*picks up microphone*uhmmm ohh.. HELLO?! Okay good you can hear me 👉👈

Soo I have been away for a few days and just wanted to say hiiii and that I’m back :3 (and maybe to explain a lil about what I’ve been doing and why I’ve been away)

So I think over Christmas and new year has been a busy time for me! I shot lots of umm, naughty content ^-^ and I’ve been taking some time to enjoy being fucked off camera, I want to make sure I’m treating my pussy and asshole right, so it can keep having fun and enjoying things with you.

I think it’s super important that I keep up sex just 100% for me too, don’t get me wrong. I absolutely love showing everything to you, I really do. But sometimes I need to be selfish with my body and that’s so good for me. I’ve been staying in this creaky windy Airbnb in the middle of the Forest, I took a long walk to get food for the first time in ages!! (It was windy and rainy). I got too many snacks by accident and then walking up the dark rainy hill bringing it back was.. haha, well. I actually loved it. Feels so nice to be outside, people forget just how much nature is important to mental health. I did cook up some tasty fajitas though 🙃 the Airbnb makes this crazy noise when the wind blows through, it’s a converted chapel with a log burner, but uhm yeah, it’s not totally without sin here.. hehe.. just enjoying myself and my body as much as I can. I love porn, I love watching porn and making porn. But I also love making myself feel good, being used and enjoyed outside of that. I want to be so genuine to you, I want to be someone you know. Hopefully you can imagine the fun and time I’ve been having for myself.. but, if you want to know about some of the things I’ve been up to… then read on 🙂

I’ve actually been experimenting and learning new techniques which I’ll be showing you really soon. One thing I’ve found out is how much I enjoyed being creampied, so you are going to be seeing some messy footage of my pink hole oozing cum 🥺I think you’re going to looove it. *twiddle my little thumbs* so uhmm.. you want to know another one huh? Okay listen close.. s t r e t c h i n g m y l i t t l e h o l e ^-^ so I was playing last night with a big, bad mean dildo and holy fuck having my holes pushed to the max makes me s c r e a m so I think i want to have lots more double penetration, both in my pussy, one in both, one in my mouth. I want to be your cum doll, so you can imagine using everyhole at once. I get off so much to that I could dieeeeee aaaa. Okay. Back from daydreaming, *clears throat* update! I have been having some serious fucking recently and I can’t wait to show you!!!! See you soon :)) your lover, Belle

I’ve uploaded a picture of what I’m looking at right now so you can see what I’m seeing!!



Dear Diary,

I’m going through another obsessional phase, just like the Harry Potter one and the Halloween one >.<
I have spent all today searching (and buying >.> oopsie) emo outfits, and accessories. Okay, so hear me out. Wasn’t the emo phase like the fricken best?
I’ve bought so many cute things and I’m so excited to show you all, so I think you’re going to be seeing a lot of emo/scene things coming in the next month,
because once I’ve become obsessed, I just can’t let go.. :’)

I actually kinda like that part of me, it makes me get really lost in specific vibes and moods, and I feel like I fully channel everything about it!
I think you can probably tell from my last few posts I’ve been going for something a bit different ^-^

So, let’s put on our clunky skate shoes, bracelets, double belts and MCR tee’s and go out?
We can run around the town at night drinking cheap alcohol and we can both go back to yours and listen to our favourite artists?
When we get to your front door I’ll grab your hand and push it up my top to try and persuade you to let me come inside, while your fingers find my tiny, hard little nipples..
I’ll purposely go in front of you when we walk up stairs, so you can see my tight black G-string barely covering anything under my skirt. I bet I could turn you on.
Don’t even get me started on how good It’ll feel when I’m on top and you’re pulling my tiny waist down as you slowly feel my tight wet hole slip around you.
hehe. just teasing 🙂

Luv u <3 rawr